“Having worked in the film production industry for over 16 years Producing promotional content for major Television Networks and fortune 500 companies, my desire to branch off on my own and challenge myself with a more creative role as a Director and owner of my own production company, grew over the years. Though I knew I was well equipped and capable, it became evident there were inner obstacles keeping me from being able to see all the pieces with clarity, precision and full direction. Therefore unable to align them with ease and confidence in order to move forward. I knew my biggest desire and goal was to take my years of experience and apply it to something that had greater purpose. After feeling absolutely stuck in transition for some time, with my lifelong dream being put on hold, it was time to take action and seek outside assistance.
It became clear I needed someone who could have a look at all the puzzle pieces and objectively observe what was in front of me as well, what was going on inside. My goal was to discover a few answers to what I felt might be the reasons for not being able to move forward. Was I in fact doubting my self-worth, ability and value, underselling myself? Was I making the wrong sacrifices? Was there something more I should be doing? Was I doubting my creative ability? If so, why? Self-confidence isn’t something I lack nor is fear one I tend to sit in or operate from. I’ve worked 20-hour days weeks at a time, hard work is nothing short in my blood. Admitting I was unable to find the answers was a feat in itself. After all, I am the one people hire and pay very well to make the impossible, possible. No matter, it was very clear to me that I was unable to grab ahold of what was blocking me from moving forward.